At the risk of becoming your unpaid therapist
[quote]I've put a lot of effort in learning their tunes and recording some of them which entailed a very steep learning curve and a lot of graft.[/quote]
[color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]Did you enjoy this process? did you only do it because you thought you were going to get fame and fortune or because you wanted to? [/font][/color]
[quote]So I'm a bit gutted tbh.[/quote]
[color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]A perfectly natural feeling but get your greiving done and focus on what's next for you.[/font][/color]
[quote]Also feel like a bit of a dickhead thinking we could get the old magic back.[/quote]
Dare to dream, a life chasing your goals is a life well spent.
Think about what part of this you really enjoyed. Learning songs? Writing songs? Rehearsing? Gigging?
Now think about what of those you really want to do again, think about how god you felt and how good you'll feel next time. You should then have a plan. Either start a new band (think about how exciting that will be looking for people, meeting new guys, forging friendships), put an ad up in the local shop saying you are available etc.
You've been given an opportunity to do something that YOU want to do, seize it and stop feeling sorry for yourself