As shocked as I was by Lemmy, Prince, Bowie and George Michael nothing really affects us like our first. Or at least that applies to me.
Cycling to school one September morning not long after the start of term and Steve Collins told me Marc Bolan had died.
I was utterly stunned as to why anyone would make up such a lie. Imagine then my absolute bewilderment when, that dinnertime I sat with my sandwiches in Mrs Baker's house and the Radio One news announcer confirmed that awful truth.
I knew nothing of the lives of pop stars but I was certain of one thing - they couldn't just up and die.