I treat gigging as a necessary evil, most of the time. It earns the band money to enable us to record, and gets our music out to people who may hopefully enjoy it. However as someone who suffers with chronic anxiety, I don’t often find it a very happy or relaxing thing to do, with the occasional exception.
And sadly, we don’t earn enough for us to give up our soul-destroying day jobs.
I generally much prefer playing festivals to pub gigs, FWIW.