Welcome Dasitor.
I feel the same way about jazz, i.e. 'I can't'. With me it is more a case of I won't.
No disrespect to jazzers but Dame Cleo's scat put me off. If a large woman got up and did that while I was playing I'd be mortified.
You'll have some interesting stories if you've been modding. Have you seen the Build Diaries yet?