This is not a self-pity party. I write a column for a local news outlet, and I've just written an article for Saturday's paper about a hero of mine whose name I never knew but whom I saw playing [30 years ago] through the pain of arthritis, and I'm doing my best to remember his example and heroic determination as I battle arthritis now.
I went to the surgeon last week. To paraphrase: "There are so many things going on in your thumb, thumb joint, wrist, and tendons, that it would take four operations to repair them, and even then, you'd have minimal results. Rheumatoid and osteo arthritis, tears in the cartilage, thumb bone destruction at the joint, very little cartilage there, benign cysts on your wrist. If you have the surgeries, you'll really be no better off and you'll likely have less movement and more pain."
I was gutted at first--I thought modern medicine could fix my hand(s) and have me back to playing like I could a few years ago. How ignorant was I?
Since his diagnosis, I've felt so frustrated, trying to play decently but the hands not cooperating. And then I had a talk with myself: I'll never have the ability to get back where I was, so I have to accept what I've got and learn to play differently, to have different goals as a player and writer. This morning, I sat down with my Ric 330 and Les Paul for a bit of writing, then turned my attention to my Jack Casady bass (it's my latest, and I just love it). I can't use a plectrum anymore, and even using my fingers, I can only play in 10 minute increments before I'm aching. I will never be able to play full sets live again. Maybe a song or two at an open mic.
I've found some thumb exercises that help. I hold the basal joint of my thumb, then stretch my thumb to my lower palm. Doing this 10 times makes playing with my thumb less painful.
Have you had the same experience? If so, what do you do that has been helpful to you?
And just because we can post pics, here's my Jack Casady on the bass tree.