Depends if you really think your musical career is over due to not driving. if not, then that's OK. If you do think it's over due to not driving maybe you could look at it again. I've had accidents, but never a massive accident. I don't know if that would put me off driving forever or not. If I'd had a massive accident that was my fault, it could well put me off, I suppose. But I rely so much on my car, even then I'm not sure that I wouldn't give it another go...